I feel I haven’t been giving you enough attention and I’m not sure if it’s okay. I am sorry about it. I haven’t been at my best. It’s not really your business because promises made should be kept. I promised to always talk to you. I promised to always give you my time. I’m failing but not forgetting. I see my phone and I’m tempted to talk to you but I increase the volume on my television and get lost in sound. I think about what I should do for you to make you happy then I go out and buy a couple of beers. I really want to keep my word because what is a man without his word. Imagination is hard. I will be back to write some more. Once the noises in my head die down and reality let’s me be free again.